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July 25, 2024 

A letter from me to you.. 

I want to be transparent and tell you that I'm definately not perfect. Prior to reading my bloging, I prefer to call them my memoirs of my emotions coming to life. No one knows my mind but yet some feel as though they can tell me about me. Prior to reading any thing about me, be patient, i'm forever under construction..a work in progress. God has me just as well as i'm holding on to Him super tight. 

"Only those that truly care about you, can hear you when you're quiet." Looking back on a "situation" that I was in, all my emotions fell on deaf ears to a person that was never there...a facade of a human being that was made up by a mental world that I created made up of love, joy, unicorns and rainbows. Unfortunate for me it was turned into a demonic nightmare of a mental jail matrix full of endless screaming and crying out asking for help.

The hardest pill to swallow is the fact that mirroring is a real thing, trauma is a real thing that some people never have learned to deal with. DISFUNCTION is an unfortunate thing  that some people have gotten used to being locked in. Thank God it's time to learn how we can unlearn unhealthy things that we never deserved to inherit in the first place.

"Allow a person to do what they want to do; that way you can see what they would rather be doing." At times, we choose not to pay attention to what a person has been screaming at you the whole time. I made a choice to stop chasing a relationship, friends, family, etc....tired of running. I have started my model strut on knowing my worth. Self love is the best love..