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Jul 26, 2024

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March 30,2024

"My Treason"

My allegiance, my life, belongs to to God. Although the love and the spiritual feelings that I have recieved from Him is like non other.

There is a treason in the wind. Is it me vs me? Is it me vs my feelings? Is it me vs my inner me which is my enemy? I have this gut wrenching emotion that I'm at war with myself.....in this matrix by my self...in this world trying to understand me BY MY SELF!

"Lord, I know you're there...show me a sign...I refuse to believe you're quiet when you always talking...you always have something to deliver..something to say."  Lord, I feel as though my treason is the definition of the betrayal of me...I should have trusted what you gave me....In many circumstances, I see that the enemy was my inner me.

I'm beyond asking YOU "how can this be." I'm at a point to where I access it, learn from it, and move on to surpass it. I'm glad that I didnt do what I seen in my dreams because killing myself means that they won...a form of a evil entity victory. However there's no come back when you give the devil a UNO REVERSE!